LOVE it.....

So yesterday I won a bumgenius 4.0 retail therapy, super excited =D and it has naps which i have been wating to try. So I cant wait to get it.

So cute right?!?!? I love cloth diapering so much it is crazy! LOL I will definitely post some pictures of her in it when it gets here!!!!

Speaking of Makenzie I can not believe she is 9 month already! Bradley is 3 yrs. Where is the time going? I swear that it was just last week they were both born. And sometime I cant believe they are both mine they are both so perfect in so many ways, so ways not so much lol but tome they are.

I wish I could stop the rash

So Makenzie has had this CRAZY diaper rash since she has been born it feels like it. Ok but for real she has had a rash since she has been like 2 months old. We started out in pampers and they did not agree with her skin, so we tried huggies and a few off brands. Nothing!!! So a friend of mine uses cloth which I had been considering anyway. So we switched! I got 9 bumgenuis one size off of criagslist. And since then she has been doing really good. Her rash when away but under all her rashes she had a yeast rash/infection. Her doctor gave her cream for it. So I bought seventh generation diapers as they all an eco-friendly diaper so i could put cream oin her little tush which ruining her cloth diapers. Well I put one on her at night time for bed and she woke up the next morning with the WORST allergic reaction rash ever!!!!!!!!!!!! She had blisters. So i tried cream but nothing worked. So finally i tried breast milk AND GUESS WHAT? ITS WORKING =D

phewww

     So lately I feel like i have been so busy with appointments for myself and the kiddos. I have to go to my chiropractor twice a wk, and orthopedist, mri, xrays and the pedi with the kids. I am investing in a planner today because I can not keep up. lol
     Christmas was very nice. They kids had fun. But I still can never get over that I want my sisters here with me. I never feel like I belong with my husbands family. They all play games and since I am part if their family or I feel out of place I just make up an excuse to not play. errrr


So I have been thinking lately too about all the stuff i would like to change , so lets make a list....
1.loose more weight
2.stop calling myself a loser and fat in front of my kids
3. get more organized with my appointments
4. break down a buy a few piece of clothes for myslef I only have 1 pair of pants and maybe 5 shirts.