LOVE it.....

So yesterday I won a bumgenius 4.0 retail therapy, super excited =D and it has naps which i have been wating to try. So I cant wait to get it.

So cute right?!?!? I love cloth diapering so much it is crazy! LOL I will definitely post some pictures of her in it when it gets here!!!!

Speaking of Makenzie I can not believe she is 9 month already! Bradley is 3 yrs. Where is the time going? I swear that it was just last week they were both born. And sometime I cant believe they are both mine they are both so perfect in so many ways, so ways not so much lol but tome they are.

I wish I could stop the rash

So Makenzie has had this CRAZY diaper rash since she has been born it feels like it. Ok but for real she has had a rash since she has been like 2 months old. We started out in pampers and they did not agree with her skin, so we tried huggies and a few off brands. Nothing!!! So a friend of mine uses cloth which I had been considering anyway. So we switched! I got 9 bumgenuis one size off of criagslist. And since then she has been doing really good. Her rash when away but under all her rashes she had a yeast rash/infection. Her doctor gave her cream for it. So I bought seventh generation diapers as they all an eco-friendly diaper so i could put cream oin her little tush which ruining her cloth diapers. Well I put one on her at night time for bed and she woke up the next morning with the WORST allergic reaction rash ever!!!!!!!!!!!! She had blisters. So i tried cream but nothing worked. So finally i tried breast milk AND GUESS WHAT? ITS WORKING =D

phewww

     So lately I feel like i have been so busy with appointments for myself and the kiddos. I have to go to my chiropractor twice a wk, and orthopedist, mri, xrays and the pedi with the kids. I am investing in a planner today because I can not keep up. lol
     Christmas was very nice. They kids had fun. But I still can never get over that I want my sisters here with me. I never feel like I belong with my husbands family. They all play games and since I am part if their family or I feel out of place I just make up an excuse to not play. errrr


So I have been thinking lately too about all the stuff i would like to change , so lets make a list....
1.loose more weight
2.stop calling myself a loser and fat in front of my kids
3. get more organized with my appointments
4. break down a buy a few piece of clothes for myslef I only have 1 pair of pants and maybe 5 shirts.

New Years

Ok so I have been thinking a lot about my new years resolution I have finally decided on what it will be. It will be to lose more weight a total of at least 50 pounds. I will continue eating good as I am now and go to the gym more. I was going a lot then got in my car accident and the doctor put me on limited activity at the gym but I will make it a point to get in there more than 3 times a week ( i currently go about 3 now) I really like the arc trainer and treadmill so maybe i will take a few classes too. I also want to start doing a to do list of everything and actually use it. Try to actually treat myself better than i currently do. I put myself down a lot ..ok like all the time. But hello if you gained over 60 pounds in 5 to 6 years you would probably too. Also work on selling more bows and making some money to put in savings!!! I think that is enough to work on lol.

First post...

           Ok so I joined the blogging cult lol. Just thought I would start blogging so I can keep track and share memories of the family life, school and what not. Well Kenzie (8months, already) has been having really bad diaper rashes. We have tried pampers, huggies, and some generic brands. She gets them so bad she will bleed.So in we are starting cloth diapering.I got 9 BGOS 2 days ago and wow her rash is almost 100% gone. Which I am through the roof about. If they fully work out we will be n cloth for good in jan/ Feb. I wanted to try cloth anyway because it looks so easy and HELLO NO MORE DIAPER BUYING!!!!!!!!!!!! On another good note I won a car seat from Sunshine Kids!! Which we did need and their car seats are GREAT!!!
         Well Bradley has been having pretty crazy sleeping patterns, he will go to bed at 9 and get up at 12-1 saying he is not tired and will STAY UP until 3-330! Let me tell you that it is very tiring considering Makenzie goes to bed at 9 and gets up to nurse so I am the one up with her and him. Tonight he went to bed at 9 and hopfully going to stay asleepm talkng about sleep im  going there now!! night night